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5.21.2005
Seasons
"I got such a mess between my ears like dishes in the sink
Stuff I don't believe just tumbles in until I don't have room to think
These dark clouds I've stowed away just in case of a sunny day
So I can stand in the pouring rain of every tear I've ever shed
I've got to empty out the inside of my head"
-David Wilcox, "Inside of my head" - What You Whispered
Casey is out of high school. So are my seniors from my first year at LHS. How will things change? For Casey... for my kids... for my future staff... Seasons are changing too... I heard it was over 100 degrees in Dallas Thursday... goodbye spring, hello hot, oppressive summer.
I need some changes too. I feel so unsteady, like I'm walking on shaky ground.
"This could be a room with such a view, but its covered up with junk
Blocking off the place the light gets through so it keeps me in this funk
All my failures are on display, the broken dreams of yesterday
Stuff I should have thrown away, but I've kept it here instead
I've got to empty out the inside of my head"
Planning a road trip with Bryan for this summer. Hopefully everything will work out and we'll have a blast. I've also got to find an apartment this summer...and move... and prepare for next year. Will this be the year that I'll finally take control over my finances? My apetites? My health? Or will I just keep sitting here? I'm being assulted by doubt.
"I'd like to turn this place into my home instead of someplace that I dread
It's the only place thats mine alone, and I'll live here 'til I'm dead
I'll sort through what I have found, the stuff that works I'll keep around
But I can't live weighted down with every cruel word they said
I've got to empty out the inside of my head"
Hope remains.
Stuff I don't believe just tumbles in until I don't have room to think
These dark clouds I've stowed away just in case of a sunny day
So I can stand in the pouring rain of every tear I've ever shed
I've got to empty out the inside of my head"
-David Wilcox, "Inside of my head" - What You Whispered
Casey is out of high school. So are my seniors from my first year at LHS. How will things change? For Casey... for my kids... for my future staff... Seasons are changing too... I heard it was over 100 degrees in Dallas Thursday... goodbye spring, hello hot, oppressive summer.
I need some changes too. I feel so unsteady, like I'm walking on shaky ground.
"This could be a room with such a view, but its covered up with junk
Blocking off the place the light gets through so it keeps me in this funk
All my failures are on display, the broken dreams of yesterday
Stuff I should have thrown away, but I've kept it here instead
I've got to empty out the inside of my head"
Planning a road trip with Bryan for this summer. Hopefully everything will work out and we'll have a blast. I've also got to find an apartment this summer...and move... and prepare for next year. Will this be the year that I'll finally take control over my finances? My apetites? My health? Or will I just keep sitting here? I'm being assulted by doubt.
"I'd like to turn this place into my home instead of someplace that I dread
It's the only place thats mine alone, and I'll live here 'til I'm dead
I'll sort through what I have found, the stuff that works I'll keep around
But I can't live weighted down with every cruel word they said
I've got to empty out the inside of my head"
Hope remains.
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